One of the things I am doing while on sabbatical is reading
through my journals which began February 10, 1982. (I don’t know if I’ll read through all of
them, but it is an interesting adventure through the part of my life I was
willing to write about. I’m up to July
1983 so far.) I’ve noticed a trend
toward spiritual navel-gazing in my entries and a dissatisfaction with how I’m
doing as a follower of Jesus. (I’m sure
I considered it a holy discontent at the time.
It will interesting to see if this trend continues up to the present.) The entry for July 14, 1983 includes a quote
from A.W. Tozer’s book, The Root of Righteousness.
“[God] is not hard to please, though He may be hard to
satisfy. He expects of us only what He
has Himself first supplied. He is quick
to mark every simple effort to please Him, and just as quick to overlook
imperfections when He knows we meant to do His will.”
“We please Him most, not by frantically trying to make
ourselves good, but by throwing ourselves into His arms with all our
imperfections, and believing that He understands everything and loves us still.”
Wouldn’t it be great to live in the reality of “throwing
ourselves into His arms with all our imperfections, and believing that He
understands everything and loves us still.” On my best days this is where I live. On my worst days I don my Pelagian suit and
work to earn His love. Today I think
I’ll rest in His arms.
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